I Just Simply Don't Know

I am ready but then again.. it hit me so hard.

New Focus

After a long journey and travel in two different countries, I realized a lot of things. Different cultures and lifestyle. The dream before that was denied but then again now I realized that I should be thankful for that what I think was abandoned and not giving priority. Time was so crucial in the situation and age was another reason to consider. For beginners could be a good reason to stay and be tough but not for the middle senior type of career who already established himself.

Friendship at that time was at stake and considered to be quiet damaged by unknown and not being justified enough. Realization was truly identified by my own eyes which I believed God is in control of everything. My faith & belief and my instinct, together with the little voice inside was ignored. Too many signs was given but I was caught up in a close situation,